attilatehbun: ([ohfuckohfuckohfuck])
So anyone who saw me around might have noticed that I was just a sparkling ray of sunshine last night. Just skipping along, giggles and rainbows and punching walls in rage.

Look, I don't really tend to get political all up in this shizz, and quite frankly I am not planning to start, but I am PISSED. I am PISSED that we lost so many seats and more than that I am PISSED that we lost so many good people. I am PISSED at the people I share a country with for their short-sightedness, I am PISSED at those who lack the ability to see beyond five minutes into the future and expect kittens and fairies immediately or else. I am PISSED at the people I share a party with for not knowing how to point to the things they have accomplished. I am PISSED at them for not doing more. I am PISSED at trying to have rational discussions with people who refuse to try to do the same. I am PISSED at the country allowing itself to be pulled to the right. I am PISSED at shit like "conventional wisdom" and I am PISSED at the underestimation of various groups and I am PISSED at myself because all of that was right.

I was PISSED last night and after sleeping on it, I am STILL PISSED NOW. and my knuckles hurt

And really, I don't particularly want to talk about it, I just needed to get it out of my system. Really, what I want to do is find a way to not be pissed off right now.




I want to create something that makes me happy. I want to read and look at and enjoy some things that make me happy.

I want to keep my blood down and my hands unbroken. I want to not have the urge to break into expletives all the goddamn time(or, at least, not more than I already do uh).


NEVERMIND, I FORGOT FOR A SECOND THAT IS WAS NOVEMBER, GO BACK TO YOUR REGULARLY SCHEDULED NANO

step off

Jun. 29th, 2010 06:35 pm
attilatehbun: ([you are not that badass])
So I initially wasn't going to post, just silently fume, but then I was talking to Mici and I realized just how pissed off I actually was. And I am in a headspace today where my filter is non-functional and I'm feeling more hostile and defensive than usual, so what the fuck ever, have a fucking rant.

in which i swear and wank and vomit words on the screen )

lol not locking I'm in a shit headspace anyway, fucking bring it, idgaf
(i will however cut it when i get home, sry rest of flist)

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