attilatehbun: ([ohfuckohfuckohfuck])
So anyone who saw me around might have noticed that I was just a sparkling ray of sunshine last night. Just skipping along, giggles and rainbows and punching walls in rage.

Look, I don't really tend to get political all up in this shizz, and quite frankly I am not planning to start, but I am PISSED. I am PISSED that we lost so many seats and more than that I am PISSED that we lost so many good people. I am PISSED at the people I share a country with for their short-sightedness, I am PISSED at those who lack the ability to see beyond five minutes into the future and expect kittens and fairies immediately or else. I am PISSED at the people I share a party with for not knowing how to point to the things they have accomplished. I am PISSED at them for not doing more. I am PISSED at trying to have rational discussions with people who refuse to try to do the same. I am PISSED at the country allowing itself to be pulled to the right. I am PISSED at shit like "conventional wisdom" and I am PISSED at the underestimation of various groups and I am PISSED at myself because all of that was right.

I was PISSED last night and after sleeping on it, I am STILL PISSED NOW. and my knuckles hurt

And really, I don't particularly want to talk about it, I just needed to get it out of my system. Really, what I want to do is find a way to not be pissed off right now.

I want to create something that makes me happy. I want to read and look at and enjoy some things that make me happy.

I want to keep my blood down and my hands unbroken. I want to not have the urge to break into expletives all the goddamn time(or, at least, not more than I already do uh).


step off

Jun. 29th, 2010 06:35 pm
attilatehbun: ([you are not that badass])
So I initially wasn't going to post, just silently fume, but then I was talking to Mici and I realized just how pissed off I actually was. And I am in a headspace today where my filter is non-functional and I'm feeling more hostile and defensive than usual, so what the fuck ever, have a fucking rant.

in which i swear and wank and vomit words on the screen )

lol not locking I'm in a shit headspace anyway, fucking bring it, idgaf
(i will however cut it when i get home, sry rest of flist)
attilatehbun: ([magic hands])
Well I am certainly having a bad filter day. I have already picked a fight with the SO on gchat because he didn't phrase something in a way I apparently wanted, and then he fauxpologized to me, which just made me madder. WTF, self, these are usually the things you are able to bite your tongue about. ;alskdug fun

Also I am having one of those days where I am watching someone take on a task I did not want and then proceed to perform it in such a manner that it actually makes my teeth hurt to watch them at it, yet I cannot look away. And of course, I also find myself wanting to stomp around and snatch the task right out of their hands and smack them upside the head with it and then waggle my finger in their face and say NO. NO. BAD TASKER. NO BISCUIT. And then take the task away and do it myself because then it will at least be done right.

Please to note that, as I said above, I did not and do not want this task. This task and its effects have no bearing on my life, immediate or otherwise. No one will suffer for this task being done improperly but the person doing it (basically). And yet. AND YET. It is making my eyetic come back.

Bwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaugh, look away from the car wreck, self, you can do eeeet.

Anyway to lighten the mood up in here, meme

I:: Shuffle up the iTunesiPod.
I:: List ten randomized tunes*. slightly edited
You:: Select tune
You:: Select line or verse from said tune
You:: Select fandom/characters
You:: Post the above prompty information
I:: Write something relevant~
We:: \o/

a :: Always Coming Back Home to You - Atmosphere - Seven's Travels
b :: Rapper's Delight - The Sugarhill Gang
c :: Not About Love - Fiona Apple - Extraordinary Machine video b/c i love
d :: My Sharona - The Knack
e :: Give A Little Love - Rilo Kiley - Under The Blacklight
f :: Galaxy - Monty Python
g :: Modern Man's Hustle - Atmosphere - Godlovesugly
h :: I Think I Need A New Heart - The Magnetic Fields - 69 Love Songs Vol. 1
i :: How Does a Duck Know? - Crash Test Dummies - God Shuffled His Feet
j :: Dreamer - Atmosphere - When Life Gives You Lemons, You Paint That Shit Gold

ffffff some of these are going to be ridic

*when i am at home i will attempt to upload any of these songs that i actually can. contents of ipod =\= computer, always


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